Well, I will not say at this moment what the "dream" is. What I will say is that it keeps growing. The different aspects of it are bigger than me. Tuesday as I drove away from the 147 million orphans spring sale, I was so happy & as I spoke to my mom my heart grew heavy & even more elements where added to this "dream". I told her God is working on me right now, slowly showing me what I honestly believe he wants me to do. At first I thought it was just another one of my elaborate dreams but now I am sure this is a God thing. It is big & the only way to make this happen is to fully rely on God. That is why I believe it is a God thing, there is no way I could do this. I lack experiance, money, land. Okay, so I just revealed some thngs that would be involved. The reason I do not want to say exactly what this "dream" is due to the fact it just does not feel like the time. I have mentioned very little aspects of it to Eran & very little to my Mom. I am pretty sure that God will give me the words when He wants me to reveal it in full. As for right now, I can say photography, flowers, land, house, barn, trees, families, & orphans. That is a lot & I have not even added the details that I feel God is revealing to me. I do not see a starting point yet but again if it is a God thing, he'll show me. I just ask for prayer, I do not know whether to call it a "dream" or a calling, but it is all in God's time not mine.
Thank you,
Ash
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